Uff! Drained a lot for day1

 It's a day I never wanted and a day I will never regret. Started with a sleepless night, bad bus/bad road. My eyes are dropping while writing this🥱 but its only 19:39 and a rat running. NO YOU'RE NOT SLEEPING!!! TYPE😭.

Back to morning, got down the bus with my half dried jasmine ummm still smells goood, clued about how the day is going to be. Kind town bus driver dropped me in the intermediate stop that is close to my hostel gate. Snooped into the hostel without signing the register. Mess staff said if its only one day then no pay. Escape! Else then my visit to hostel would be marked in the mess register. Is it so serious? Yes, because I again snooped out of the hostel without the care taker's knowledge and of course no register sign. Because coming out requires a post card from my parents. This rule is to stop us from running away with our love interest. But my action had no much difference because I packed my bag with extra clothes, extra money and basic stuff going to another city but for a meetup. Gave my 100% for the review. Had a lot of fun with friends around the college before leaving the campus. Had some sukku paal. Changed my clothes from college chutidar to a top and pants in Gandhipuram(GP) bus stand restroom😬. I could've done this at hostel but this would have caught the caretaker's attention so... Finally standing at the SETC bus stand expecting my phone to get atleast 80% charged so that I can go out and eat peacefully. Couldn't wait to sleep to wake up to know how the day 2 looks like.

Oops did I miss to say I had a call with a person while in the bus to GP, yes😒.

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